long time no talk .. [Friday Apr 29th, 2005 ♥ 3:22pm] [ mood | numb ] hello .. long time no talkkkk huh?? .. well i've been real bussy stressing things in life .. and today's my mom's birthday !! woo .. hoo !! HaPpY BiRtHdAy!!! i love my mommy .. n e ways .. update : yes there is no more me and barber .. we're not together n e more .. yeahh .. i'm sadd .. but i've stopped killing myself over it .. all i want is to b happy .. and i figure i we r meant to be then it will happen.. it's been easier this time cause he's taught me a lot .. like i don't care n e more about things that i have no control over .. including other people and the decisions that they make .. w/e i wish him the best in life .. well today is friday .. im at christie's house rite now and later on ima go to a dinner with mom to celebrate her birthdayy .. yeahpp ... nd then ima go out with lv and her friend micheal whom i don't know lol .. but w/e hopefully we have fun today ! .. im excitedd .. to go out with lv .. i wish yessy you could goo :( .. lol .. i got filled with marker today .. ask me how ? i dont know how the fuckk .. n e ways .. i've discovered that i want to marry daddy yankee wen i grow up lmaoooo . he's hotttt !!.. yeah w/e ha ha ha ... well this song here reminds me of how i feel .. : I found myself wrong again Starin out my window Wonderin what it is I should have said I found myself at home again Waitin for the after call From a fallout that feels like such a mess Ohhhh I can only be myself I'm sorry that's hell for you Heyyy so what's my damage today Don't let me get in your way Let it out like you always do The trouble between me and you Is nothing new So I listen to you complain and then I bite my tongue in vain again As I let it all just slowly settle in Such a pretty picture that you paint I'm so vile while your a saint Funny how your eyes see thick not thin Ohhhh I can only be myself Your lookin for someone else Heyyy so what's my damage today Don't let me get in your way Let it out like you always do The trouble between me and you Is nothing new You know how to give it but you can't take it It's all just a waste now you can save it No matter what I do Is never good enough, never good enough Heyyy so what's my damage today Don't let me get in your way Let it out like you always do The trouble between me and you Is nothing new Is nothing new Save your breath cause here comes the truth I'm over the drama of you And that's something new Well I'm starin' out my window Wonderin' what it is I should have, said (update lyrics) nothing new - ashlee simpson.... . sweets

i DEDICATED it to BARBER <3 [Saturday Apr 2nd, 2005 ♥ 5:00pm] [ mood | loved ] hey guys .. i wanted to show you the FIRST song i dedicated to barber .. cus it makes me think of him cus everyone says that we match .. and we doo -=) .. Mariah Carey - We Belong Together I didn't mean it When I said I didn't love you so I should have held on tight I never should've let you go I did nothing I was stupid I was foolish I was lying to myself I could not fathom that I would ever Be without your love Never imagined I'd be Sitting here beside myself I didn't know you I didn't know me But I thought I knew everything I never felt The feeling that I'm feeling now Now that I don't Hear your voice Or even touch or even kiss your lips Cause I don't have a choice What I wouldn't give To have you lying by my side We belong together When you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe Come back baby please We belong together Who else am I gonna lean on When times get rough Who's gonna talk to me Till the sun comes up Who's gonna take your place Baby nobody else We belong together I can't sleep at night When you're all on my mind Bobby Womack's on the radio Singing to me 'If you think you're lonely now' Wait a minute This is too deep, too deep I gotta change the station So I turn the dial Trying to catch a break And then I hear Babyface I only think of you And it's breaking my heart I'm trying to keep it together But I'm falling apart I'm feeling all out of my element I'm throwing things Crying Trying to figure out Where the hell I went wrong The pain reflected in this song Ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside I need you Need you back in my life baby When you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe Come back baby please We belong together Who else am I gonna lean on When times get rough Who's gonna talk to me Till the sun comes up Who's gonna take your place There ain't nobody else We belong together well yeap that's one of our songs .. he dedicated these =D  special - the game , bring you up - 50cent . sweets

cus i aiin't no holla back girrrrlll .. wooo hooo .. [Saturday Apr 2nd, 2005 ♥ 4:43pm] [ mood | chipper ] hiiiii -=)well yesterday i had fun .. i went to skool .. and wore my new italia shirt lmao .. and then got home and slep till like 9:3o at nite wen barber kalled me and woke me up to start getting ready .. i got dressed and wore the abercrombie track jacket he gave me so he kan see it on me .. and he thought i looked really pretty .. duh ! lmao ... j/k . then we went to fatboy's house and we were talking to malli and barber was so sad that the pope was gonna die an 84 year old virgin .. and i was like .. lmao .. pobresitoo .. he died today .. im so sadd -=( .. he was sucha cute little old mann .. and that's like the only pope i've ever hadd .. i was use to him .. lol .. w/e .. so we ended up going to habana yest. ii looked super duper bummy .. i danced to my favorite song " cus i aint no hollaback girl !!!" by gwen stefani .. i told debbi to tell the dj to put the song on .. EVEN MELA DANCED!!! .. can you believe that ? .. ha ha i love her .. n e who .. oh ! christie showed up with a million piks of me and her .. WE ARE DESTINED FOR EACH OTHER LMAO .. w/e .. lifes funny .. anywho .. im out .. love .. virginia <3 . sweets

i love haters .. [Wednesday Mar 30th, 2005 ♥ 11:39pm] [ mood | crazy ] hey everyone .. well im happy to let you guys know that me nd barber are back and happy -=) .. woo hoo !!! yeah so for that hating little girl that left a comment .. comete tremendo cable bitch !!!!!`' to inform you all .. some stupid little girl commented on my journal and thought she was cool telling me something on the computer .. ha ha ha !! .. loser .. telling me she hates me ? bitch then dont read my shit .. y the fuck you so interested in my life ? .. she told me i have no life .. ha ha ha mind you who's the one reading my shit ?? .. yeah feel stupid .. w/e i dont have time for YOUR online fights .. their very immature .. and YOUR NOT COOL WEN YOU THINK YOU "TELL OFF " PEOPLE ONLINE ON A JOURNAL .. ha ha .. i put that entry on friends only .. so its not available to the rest of you -=( sorry guys .. and thanks christine for backing me up like always ! woo hoo .. w/e .. rite now i feel super happy .. cus i just read that comment .. like it inspired me a little i'm weird like that .. and guess wat ? .. i have an idea who it is .. but im not a stupid 5 year old to go and say something stupid bakk .. you can waste your time trying to bring me down .. but somehow it just amazes me how special i am to this world .. -=D I AFFECT YOUR LIFE .. AND GUESS WAT ? I LOVE IT !!!! okay im getting a little manic now .. thats enuf about that .. well round tw0 for barber and virginia <3 .. im soooo happy ... anywho . about today .. i went to skool .. i had a fun second period talking to yessii .. isaa .. and claude .. woo hoo then fourth was real cool .. then i had yeah .. a therapist apointment .. oh thats another thing that stupid little girl made fun of me .. cus i have a therapist .. i think its cool .. im stress free .. dumb bitch has to come and comment on my life - i think she needs one desperately .. needs attention to herself .. its okay mama you'll be okay .. but dont talk to much .. you mite choke on your words.. and just give me more confidence .. w/e bak to ME .. i talked to christie .. and guess wat ? i found out i went to christian learning center with her !!! i know .. we're meant to be ..! .. we use to be friends wen we were like 3 and shit .. w/e .. oh nd i talked to my chinese whore lv today too.. yeah .. she's gay .. haha .. well im out .. im bored of typing THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN UR LIFE * virginia .. ha ha .. im sucha drama queen i love it 1 = . sweets

happy st. patrick's day to you ! [Thursday Mar 17th, 2005 ♥ 3:04pm] [ mood | disappointed ] hello... well today is st. patrick's day !! and 4 months of there being a virginia and barber .. as in together in one sentence .. yeah i seem to be happier than him w/e he's mad at me for the stupidest reason .. i can't stand it its something i dont have control over .. - my phone - w/e . .. so about my day i went to skool .. yeah we got out at 12 and from there i went to burger king and ate .. me nd nat .. then we went to denny's to meet up with a couple of friends .. chilled there for a little and then went to the barbershopp .. yeah me being the nice grlfriend that i am .. thought about him in skool so i wrote him a note and even though he gave me a whole bunch of attitude i made the effort to drop it off and give it to him ... yeah being a major asshole .. w/e i didnt say nothing i said bye to zuke and left .. im not gonna keep fiting over something so stupidd .. i've learned so much throughout many experiences that i've become really patient .. you have no idea .. i feel like i've grown so o much .. i dont know .. any whoo.. zuke had my side and told him something -=) i love zuke ! .. w/e then we passed by gaby's house ma brotha from anotha motha to say wussup to himm and now we're here at nat's house .. and i feel real blahhhh .. i dont like being in a fite with barber .. y should i have to be ? the person who holds the power of either making me smile or cry .. or frown .. or makes my day or .. doesn't .. ayy it just saddens me .. i -quiero-him .. lol ...ha ha ha .. w/e my best friend in the whole wide world mela is super sick .. ayyy i feel for her cus last nite i had the worst fever that i was dying . . my mom even felt bad for me it was horrible .. it was like the worst nite ever .. w/e .. i have no clue wat im gonna do tonite -=\ .. im very unenthusiastic today .. that's not me at all ... i dont feel like me today .. i hope that changes .. w/e .. okay .. well i'll update later .. today is the HEAT game .. !!! woop woop =D love , me <3 2 = . sweets

im bored and not sleepy .. [Monday Mar 14th, 2005 ♥ 10:56pm] [ mood | thirsty ] anwho .. it's nite time .. and yeah nothing important has happened i'm leaving with genesis tomorrow so i can do my fashion marketing binder .. how nice .. well i decided to do thiss ----------------DESCRIBE------------------ [x] The shoes you wore today: the same ol' black and white conversee [x] Your eyes: brown but can be hazel green lmao [x] Your fears: dying -=\ ----------WHAT IS------------------ [x] Your most overused phrase online: ok .. [x] Your thoughts first waking up: fuck man i don't want to go to school [x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: face [x] Your best physical feature: hmm my face ?? lmao [x] Your bedtime: like ritE NOW [x] Your most missed memory: being in nica with my family -----------------YOU PREFER------------------ [x] Pepsi or Coke: coca*cola [x] McDonald's or Burger King: mickey dee's [x] Single or group dates: groupp [x] Adidas or Nike: nike shox =D [x] Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla [x] Cappuccino or coffee: frapuccinooo -----------------DO YOU------------------ [x] Smoke cigarettes: that's gross =x [x] Curse: fuck yeah! [x] Take a shower everyday: i hope everyone doess [x] Do you think you've been in love? nope i know i haven't [x] Want to go to college: want to ? NO .. have to ? YEAHP [x] Like high school: hell yeah .. i love it [x] Want to get married: yup [x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: uh huh i took keyboarding [x] Believe in yourself: most of the time [x] Get motion sickness: i don't know what the fuck that is [x] Think you're a health freak: i wish ! [x] Get along with your parents: at timesss ------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID / HAVE YOU-------------- [x] Gone to the mall: yeahp this weekend [x] Eaten sushi: yesterday =D yummy [x] Been on stage: never [x] Been dumped: uh uh [x] Gone skating: i don't think i remember how [x] Made homemade cookies: i dont cook [x] Dyed your hair: nope . virgin hair -----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------ [x] Flown on a plane: a yup like 10o times [x] Missed school because it was raining?: actually nope [x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: uh huuh [x] Cried during a Movie?: THE NOTEBOOK and A LITTLE PRINCESS [x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: uhmm no eww [x] Had an imaginary friend: nope .. [x] Cut your hair: all the time [x] Had crush on a teacher?: ewwww no [x] Been caught "doing something": uhmm that's really embarrasing hell no [x] Been called a tease: yeahpp =D [x] Gotten beaten up?: yeahp .. by some ugly dyke bitch [x] Been in a fight: yeah .. it figures -----------------THE FUTURE------------------ [x] Age you hope to be married: hopefully yeah [x] Numbers of Children: like an army of them [x] Descibe your Dream Wedding: big ass fuck traditional wedding [x] How do you want to die?: with the love of my life in my bed sleeping .. like the notebook ha ha [x] What do you want to be when you grow up?: forensic psychologist .. or actress [x] What country would you most like to visit?: uhmm fiji .. is that a country? -----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------ [x] Best eye color: w/e i guess [x] Best hair color: dark [x] Short or long hair: a fade [x] Best height: taller than meee [x] Best weight: how the fuck would i know ? [x] Best first date location: beach ! [x] Best first kiss location: i dont have a cluee before we say bye ? it sounds knda gay .. w/e -----------------NUMBER OF----------------- [x] Number of drugs taken illegally: 3 [x] Number of people I could trust with my life: hmm not too many mainly my family and a few friendss [x] Number of CDs that I own: i dont know .. i leave them everywhere [x] Number of tattoos: NONE ! IMA LOSER DONT TALK TO ME ! MY SOCIAL LIFE IS RUINED.. I CANT BE A REBEL ! OH THE DISGRACE [x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? prolly a million times .. my name is the name of a state hee hee .. go virginia ! [x] Number of scars on my body: manyy .. i scar eassyyy [x] Number of things in my past that I regret: nONE ever ! ----------------FAVORITES------------------ [x] Shampoo: uhmm the ones from the salon .. [x] Fav Color(s): p!nk [x] Day/Night: nitee [x] Summer/Winter: beach timeeee [x] Lace or Satin: lace .. sexayyy [x] Fave Cartoon: uhmm the family guy waa ha ha [x] Fave Food: italian and sushi [x] Fave Movies: girl interrupted , sweet november , a walk to remember , pirates of the carribbean, love and basketball, and devil's advocate .. etc. [x] Fave Sport: EATING ----------------RIGHT NOW------------------ [x] Right Now Wearing: shirt and underwear .. those are my pj's [x] Drinking: i just drank apple juice but im thirsty still [x] Thinking about: calling barber [x] Listening to: - s i l e n c e - ---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------ [x] Cried: uh uh .. and ima cry baby [x] Worn jeans: NOPE [x] Met someone new online: ewww! [x] Done laundry: nope [x] Drove a car: ha ha! ---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------------- [x] Yourself: ofcourseee [x] Your friends: yeahpp [x] Santa Claus: no never did [x] Tooth Fairy: no [x] Destiny/Fate: we make our own destiny .. i dont know what that meens then [x] Angels: uh huhh [x] Ghosts: NOPE [x] UFO's: NOPE [x] God: yeah ------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------ [x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: hmm .. at times but i LOVE mine [x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: yeah [ barber ] <3 [x] Do you like anyone?: barber duh [x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: for sure mela [x] Are you close to any family member?: yeah [x] What's the best feeling in the world?: being happy =D [x] Worst Feeling?: being sad =( [x] What time is it now?: 11:22 in the nite time okay .. hope you enjoy bye ! . sweets

hmm .. its monday [Monday Mar 14th, 2005 ♥ 3:54pm] [ mood | hungry ] hello world this is me .. life should be .. fun for everyone ! haha ha .. okay im a loser .. n e who.. okay update on my weekend .. friday : hmm i got ready super early and waited for barber to pick me up and he did and then we picked up tick and then went to gabriel's house to meet up some girl for tick .. yeah w/e .. and then we went to rickys house to pick up him and his cousin and his cousins friend cus it was her birthday ..so we get there to habana and it was pretty empty but i saw my friend katie ! yay .. -=) and i liked it knda empty cus i dont really like wen it gets too packed cus then i feel like a damn sardine yeah -=\ .. so then these ppl got a bottle and i drank duh ! .. and yeah i was with barber and sitting with katie and debbie and i met up with fat nat and jackie theree .. so that was prettty kool .. then i bumped into yvette and natasha =D exciting i know ..but of course .. we couldn't have a perfect nite .. so - interruption - THERE WAS ANOTHER FUCKING FITE ! yeahp .. how surprising huh ? yeah all cus of some stupid mutt yeah .. she has a boyfriend rite ? and he's one of our boy's brother and his HOE girlfriend thought it would be super fucking cute to dance with another guy .. and im on the DJ booth talking to the DJ cus barber told me to tell him to put a songg .. so im standing up there and all of a sudden i see ricky stick some guy and everyone slipping and bottles being thrown everywhere .. so im trying to get through the fucking mob and next thing i know ricky's bleeding from his headd .. and tick broke two teeth .. i started crying so muchhh .. but if you would've seen the other guy's head it was like flaped opennn ..nasty .. cus barber thru a bottle rite ? and it scratched the guy's head but then one of the other guy's i was with got a piece of glass that fell on the floor and opened the wound more .. yeah CRAZY SHIT ! .. w/e i went home and talked to barber for a little and went to sleep .. saturday : hmm .. calm day .. thank GOD .. yeah me nd mela nd barber nd ricky nd naylan nd debi nd turkle nd cynthia nd gabriel and yvonya .. we went to the movies ! yah the movies on a saturday how cuttee .. we saw the jacket yes .. with keira knightley i love that bitch ! .. that movie was good as fuckkk .. it shows the fact that being a therapist at times you have to battle with science and with people like this with some weird gifts that can be curses at times .. and your stuck on the border of reality and fiction.. cus you see wen i grow up i wanna b a forensic psychologist and they deal with giving therapy to rapists, murderers, serial killers, you know ppl like thatt .. that are real fucked up .. so we saw it and it was intense ..we got out and then they took me home..   sunday :  CaLLe 8 .. yeah i know sounds reffy .. but we went for the food cus yep we are all fat bitches .. and i ate 3 pinchos nd an icecream .. yeah then after that we went to the beach to meet up some  ppl that naylan wanted to meet up with and then we went to go eat sushi and it was good .. and then we took ricky to his car and i went home ..   today : today was a pretty good day.. nothing that interesting .. slack .. i ate lunch with genesis .. that was really funny we couldn't stop laughing -=) .. and uhmm .. oh 5th period got in a huge fite with liz .. but i reallly dont care what she thinks anymore cus i dont want to b associated with someone who is gonna b always so negative and so damn opinionated when noone asks any more .. any who .. dominique was funny .. and does n e one know what to do when someone gives you counterfeit money .. ? i thought you called 911 .. but i guess i was wrong .. plz comment .. well bye i'll update about my nite later .. <virginia* 1 = . sweets

this was the truest thingg everr !! [Friday Mar 11th, 2005 ♥ 5:59pm] [ mood | creative ] Take the quiz: "what kind of girlfriend are you? (girls only)" perfect you are absolutely perfect. your boyfriend means the world to you, and your determined to keep him forever. your doing a great job, keep it up :) - mee of course Take the quiz: "What purse is perfect for you?" coach wristlette You are a simple girl who likes to have fun and enjoy life! - nat duh ! Take the quiz: "What purse is perfect for you?" coach tote You are a cute girl who likes basic, classic things. - meeee . sweets

some cool quizzesss me nd nat took -=) [Friday Mar 11th, 2005 ♥ 5:21pm] [ mood | crazy ] Take the quiz: "Which Victoria's Secret Angel are you?" Adriana Lima You are wild,crazy,exotic, and love to wear as little as possible! - that was mee Take the quiz: "Which Victoria's Secret Angel are you?" Heidi Klum You are a girly girl and love pink! - that was natt Take the quiz: "What Alcoholic drink are you" vodka You like to party...but you dont know what your limit of drinking is. - that was mee Take the quiz: "What teen celebrity are you?" Beyonce your a beautiful successful teen - that was mee . sweets

a little quizz . . [Friday Mar 11th, 2005 ♥ 5:05pm] [ mood | devious ] Take the quiz: "What clothing store are you?" Abercrombie & Fitch You cute and fashionable..your not afraid to splurge if it means you gonna look hott! . sweets

a little something about meeee <3 [Thursday Mar 10th, 2005 ♥ 5:35pm] [ mood | cheerful ] About Yourself Created by im-waiting-for-you and taken 4793 times on bzoink! General Information State your full name. virginia torres Do you like your name? uhmm yeah .. If you could change it, would you, and to what? prolly to chanelle Tell me your age. ok 16 Relationships/Love What do you want your wedding to be like? a big traditional wedding . Tell me the perfect setting for when you have sex. uhmm a big jacuzzi with candles and rose petels everywhere and frank sinatra in the backround lmao !! Have you ever been in love? nope -=) Are you in love? uhmm ..no but i really like someone <3 Your opinions Rock music is.. cool Pop music is.. cool Your thoughts on anarchy uhmm wats that ?? Do you believe in God? yeah . Favorites Type of music n e thing ! Band dashboard confessional roxx Food lasagna and sushii yummm Thing to do ShOp till i DrOp ha ha Thing to say hiiii ! Person to talk to barber .. * Subject in school uhmmm lunchh cus ima fat bitch ! Parent mom .. i guess Color, and why pink ! cus its the new red lmao .. i dont know ! Author ?? Book number the stars * Candy nerds rope Last, just random questions and things about you. Do you like yourself? yeah a lot =D What do you like about yourself? everything .. cus it makes me ME What dont you like about yourself? uhmm my ears lol Can you play any instruments? negative Are you depressed? negative Have you ever been suicidal? yeah .. wen i get really madddd >=\ grrrr Do you do drugs? negative Do you drink alcohol? affirmative ha ha ha .. Do you miss anyone right now? Who? yeah .. barber .. What do you want to do with your life? i want to become a famous actresss What's something you know you want to accomplish before you die? win an oscar .. Do you think that I love you? i don't know who you are .. You best, because I do. Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! . sweets

update to the world .. [Tuesday Mar 8th, 2005 ♥ 2:12pm] [ mood | thankful ] hey ! well i know i haven't really written yet .. but so far i chose this theme at a perfect time .. :) let me start off by saying that me and barber are finally OFFICIAL .. yeah i know .. i'm super happy .. and all the people that would talk shit .. well yeah FUCK YOU .. ! its ppl like you that fuck other ppl over .. i'm glad i listened to my heart and never to what ppl told me .. a special thanks for being there for me : MeLa . ChRis TeE . NaT . YaCkiE . you guys are really special to me !! any who, rite now im at nat's house talking to yackie on the fone .. i had some stupid science fcat today .. super fucking stupid bro . then after that i went to mickey d's with like nat, liz, alex (who im not talking to n e more lol), marlon, david, iSa wisa, geNesis, and everyone else i dont feel like naming them but i still love them ... well about this weekend .. hmmm.. everyone left to tampa to watch mela's and yvonnya's cheerleading competition and me nd barber stayed here .. we got to chill the whole entire weekend together which made me very happy afterall and on sunday was the special day -=) and it was the day these ppl got back from Tampa and mela's team won 4th -=\ yeah my best friend messed up her wrist .. i love that whore .. well i'd like to inform you all that my nails are really long and im really proud of myself for that .. i know weird thing to say ..   so im here at nat's house and i really miss my kitty capone .. he's at my house probably sleeping .. well spring break is in 1o whole fucking days i really cant wait mannn .. okay that's about it .. i'll update on something fun later ..   love, me <3 1 = . sweets

[Thursday Feb 24th, 2005 ♥ 11:05pm] [ mood | accomplished ] here is your Journal love!! hope you like it... <3 you ... christie ;D . sweets

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